Thursday, October 29, 2009
Lonely Nights
Nights were
Very lonely to me
Ever since
Last Tuesday night.
It was all begin
With him...
It's like he just told
Me that I've called the
Wrong number then
Just hang up the phone
The next moment...
The next day,
He just called and
Was like telling me off.
I'm so disappointed.
But... He wasn't in wrong.
I was at fault, this is what
I've been telling myself.
I shouldn't have called
But I'm just getting excited
To go out with him,
And hope to know more,
So I just called...
I was so angry with him,
That the next day,
He called in the morning,
I just tell him that I'm busy
Preparing for the interview
And will call him later.
Who knows...
It's like the call was made
After my interviews...
Actually I wanted to know
Where shall we meet
But end up,
he cancel everything.
He made me so sad
that I've almost
Cried in the public...
I was so lost...
I really don't know what
To do...
So end up...
I called everywhere...
Looking for people
Who can keep
me accompanied.
And I was lucky enough
To find my uncle and sis...
And on Friday,
We finally met up
To catch a movie
At vivocity, the tsunami.
That day...
I really don't know
How to face him,
And he was like just
simply Ignore me and
make his phone calls.
It's the first time,
I ever feel so lonely
With him...
After that day...
He hasn't been calling me
Until I take the first move.
I felt thrown away...
I felt lonely...
I felt like crying everynight.
It's been a week that
I can't get to sleep...
I felt so scare,
Neglected, thrown away
And very lonely...
My heart's crying,
Hurting everynight.
I really don't know what
To do...
I felt sad and lonely...
Especially at night...
Blogged By Sabrina
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Photography
Just not long ago,
One of my ex-colleague
Had brought me to a
nature park @
Sungei Buloh...
He went there for
a book launch
And also to take
some photos of the nature.
And so, he also taught me
How to operate his camera.
It's really fun taking pics
With that super heavy cam,
But the effects was really
Excellent and beautiful...
It was then I've fallen for
Taken such pics with that
Super camera...
Canon EOS 50D
I've always like to take
Pictures of the nature...
And it's then I've learn that
With that camera,
The effects that came out
Was totally different from
The normal cam...
Hmmm... Think...
I've got to save up,
Maybe to buy a camera
Like that one...
However, friends around
Says that I've got to think
Very carefully of picking up
Such expensive hobby...
Coz there's got alot of
Hidden cost inside...
Haha...
Anyway...
Was still waiting for
My dear friend to send me
Those photos that I've taken...
Wonder what took him so long...
Perhaps he's busy with his articles...
Blogged By Sabrina
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Heartache
I'm feeling heart broken
these few days
Think it's because of him...
I've been thinking alot recently.
Things about me and him...
No matter it's the past,
now or future.
He was a sweet guy to me...
Full of surprises
Caring and concern
Loving and adorable
Dotes me alot...
But all these really can't
Put us together...
He has got a girlfriend which
I should always bear in mind...
And it's also just recently that
I've finally knew...
No matter how sweet he is,
How much he dotes
and care for me...
They are all not
comparable to how
He cares for his girlfriend...
He's so scare
of his girlfriend
He really cares about
how she feel
He was afraid that
she might get hurt
He really can't live
without her
And most importantly
they are meant to be
They have stayed together
for so many years
It's really unlikely that
they aren't married
But no matter what
He really loves her.
As for me,
Things changed
He wasn't as that
Caring anymore
He can even don't
Call me for the whole day
Unlike in the past,
He would just call and call
I'm sad, really sad
I really can't feel the feeling
He has given me just like before
He don't care for me anymore
He has finally abandon me
Boy... I really missed you...
The most wrong thing I've done
Was to have known you...
But the greatest thing was
Also to meet a lovely you...
Blogged By Sabrina
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
CRA Interview
Had just finished my interview with CRA...
Was a quick and short interview,
Or should I say it's more like chatting than interview.
Am very worry in the beginning
About my height taken cos the
scale was like abit high...
So to comfort myself, it's the first time
I'm so daring to have speak up, and ask.
There's this cute aunt also...
Saying that my fingers
are so small and thin,
she has to handle with care
and not to break it.
If not later MBS will have
to sue her for breaking their
employee's finger... Haha...
Cute right???
Some this Yan still agree with her
saying my fingers really can't make it -_-'''
Think I've finally pass every interview
And was ready for the training to start.
Was really looking forward...
Hope it quickly come...
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Blogged By Sabrina
Saturday, October 10, 2009
2009 Birthday
2009 Birthday
was the most lonely day for me...
It's unlike past years...
I've got celebrations...
This year, even cutting cake
was like so pathetic...
A cute beautiful small cake,
which was cut in advance,
what's more,
it's like lucky my aunt did buy
this small cake for me...
Mum and Dad brought me out for
Japanese food @ Jurong Point.
The day before birthday,
we've eaten a great crab feast @ home.
On the day itself,
I've receive loads of birthday greetings...
was actually really touched...
And this coming Fri and Sat,
I'm having lurch & dinner with Sec friends
to celebrate my belated birthday...
haha... sort of lame actually...
But nevermind, happy will do...
Blogged By Sabrina
Monday, October 5, 2009
30 Sep 2009
30 Sep 2009
was my last day @ NTUC Media...
A very good learning ground for me...
get to make friends from different departments
There are friend like Journalists, Editors, Photograhers,
Sales managers etc...
I get to learn loads of thing...
Like networking was the most important thing...
Communications, marketing, Doing events...
I'm having fun working there...
It looks like we are working as a big family
rather than working in a company...
Everyone was so kind and friendly...
really enjoying...
Cleaner aunt
Joy & Aunt Lilian
Alvin, COO
Picking 4Ds
Blogged By Sabrina
