Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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Friday, April 30, 2010
Sucks...

Finally got my second off day
Ever since the shift work started.
I just know that shift work really
Damn sucks when scheduling
Department didn't handle the
Whole thing well, plus no one
Can entertain us when we are
Having trouble with the time...
Best of the best is they told us
We are not allow to change the
Time if the previous shift finish
9 hours before the next shift
starts. In another word, we got
Only around 3 hrs of rest
Including the travelling time...

Am really damn tired and sian...
Really can't stand it and was
Pissed off...
I've surrender and going to give
Up sia... Only the second day and I'm aching all over...
Haiz...

Oh... Two dealers has fainted
Already and one of them is my
Friend. Really am worried about
Him... Wonder if I've got time to
Go visit him later...

Think I'm now considering if
I'm gonna continue with this
Industry half year later when
The contract is finished...
It's really an interesting, exciting
Full of thrill kinda job...
Haiz...

Blogged By Sabrina


Monday, April 26, 2010
Nervous

Couldn't sleep last night
and even I've fall asleep,
I didn't slept well...

It's very automatic for me
to wake up at 5am coz for
the past three months I've
been waking up at 5am every
morning... It's quite hard
for me to change so suddenly.

Just heard from my team mates
that the casino just obtained
license this morning and will
be opening tml...

God...
I'm getting really nervous right
now.. And I really don't know if
I can make it thru the opening anot.
It's like suddenly every thoughts
just came into my mind which I
don't even know which one I should
settle down and really think carefully.

Right now...
In my mind was only how to travel
to MBS and reach home in the shortest
time possible...
Public transport was the major thing
for me...
Though I've actually another big pro
and that wed to thurs shift work coz
after dismiss from work at 6am on thurs,
that very afternoon 3pm, i gotta be at
work already and not forgetting how do
I gonna go when I finished work at 11pm.

It's lucky I've got dear dear...
He helped me to settle this problem...
If not I really can't imagine, how am I
going to survive...
Yan and him had also try to help me figure
out, what should I do after 2 years if I
don't wanna continue to work in casino
haha... but no matter what, I will work
very hard to earn more money... Jia you...

Blogged By Sabrina


Sunday, April 25, 2010
Moving

Had been moving to MBS site
starting from 17 April 2010.
At first sight, everything seems
so grand to me...

But after a few days, it's really
nothing but just only a place to
earn and make money...

Before moving in, I've been
selected as a Paiza dealer
meaning V.VIP dealer, dealing
in those V.VIP rooms. Really, it's
really nothing so great about it but
just handling big denominations of chip.

Really quite unbearable to change the
workplace from Mountbatten to MBS coz
it's not the travelling from dear dear's
house is near but also many and loads of
memorable memories we've share among
our group ever since day 1...

Think other than ICG, that's the second
best enjoying and entertaining place for
me already... Unlike now at MBS...
Everything wasn't very organised and the
management really sucks, that not only apply
to casino and also to the hotel...

Seriously, 2 times we've been fooled for
taking our luggage to work and thought that
after that we will have hotel stay which
end up it's a big NO... So, we end up taking
our bags home after work like an idiot...

After moving in not more than 3 days, I'm
seriously falling sick and was in my worst
of the worst state ever. Due to the dust coz
by the construction and the very cold air con,
I had fever that was as high as 39.2 and cough
like hell till now no voice already...

Think this is the forth time I went to see
doctor ever since I've started training at MBS.
Dear dear was so angry and so annoy by this...
Coz he finds no reason for me to keep falling sick
and had to pay doctor fees every month coz i'm
always falling sick...

And it's like after listening to dear dear and
after my paiza training, I start to wonder if
I've really chosen the right career and was it
really what I want in life? I swear... It's
really a very fun career and I'm really really
enjoying working...

And again, how long can my this passion last? I
really don't know... Dear dear had agreed with me
by giving me 2 years to work and earn money from
this industry and hopes that I can change to a
much normal job...

And yes... I'm trying to work on it... and I hope
that I can promote after a year to become a real
supervisor and get a higher pay... So that I can
have enough and extra money to go study again and
also get driving license and buy a car...

Oh ya... I'm starting shift work from tml onwards
and think I won't be able to see dear dear for a
week already... so sian...

Blogged By Sabrina


Cara's Bdae

Haven been updating for the
past few weeks...
And there's quite a lot of
things happened...
So let's start with
Cara's bdae...

5 April[Mon], had went out
after training to Sentosa...
But before we go Sentosa,
Edward had sent me to
dear dear's house with his bike.

Haha... This is the first time
I've ride on a bike after so
many years, and the feeling was
really scary that i just grab
Edward very tightly...

Unfortunately... Dear dear doesn't
like the idea of me riding bike
coz he feels that it's too dangerous
for me and that he doesn't want
me to get hurt, so, he forbid me
to ride on a bike again... haha...

Anyway...
Sentosa had really changed alot...
but we can't go in to the casino
coz we gotta pay 100 bulks to enter...
haha... but seriously, Sentosa has
become Sin-Genting coz the feel inside
was really like going to Genting...

Had saw Ruan Jing Tian at Vivo after
Sentosa that very night and also...
not forgetting about my only elder
cousin JD... Haha...

Blogged By Sabrina


Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Tired

The pass few days after the simulation
were the most tired and sleepy days
for me...
It's like I could hardly open my eyes
wide to listen to the lesson that has been
taught....

But it's lucky that there's isn't much
things has that has been taught...
So it's still ok...
But the most torturing was during
lurch time coz the weather is hot,
sun is big and my eyes was painful...
Haha...

How I hope I could rest more...

Anyway...
Last friday, our good friday
[which i don't get to off]
Had went to MBS mainsite
to try out and collect our uniforms.
At the same time was also to let
us get familar on where can we
collect our uniform and get change...

Hmmm...
We are also told that we will be
moving into the site on 17 April
and the main big simulation will
be held on the 20 April...
This will really determine on
whether we can open the casino
on the scheduled time...
and yes...
we are going to stay at the hotel
that was offered by MBS on 21 April
but too bad... I can't bring anyone go
except wo, I and only me alone...
Hai...

That very evening...
After giving tuition,
had went to JP for skinfood workshop...
It's really interesting cos they have
invited the korea famous makeup artise
to teach us how to makeup and also how
to use the skinfood product correctly during
our daily regime...

After everything...
I've also received a goodie bag which
worth $100+++
So excited lor...
Haha...

Will try to upload the pics at one shot

Blogged By Sabrina