Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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Sunday, July 25, 2010
Ismonia

Had been a very bad sleeper at night ever since
night shift started for me... And now, I'm still
bloody awake for my goodness sake...

Had two days mc again plus my 3 days off...
Can really rest rest rest...
Am at dear dear's house now and dear dear told
me that he was sure that I won't be able to sleep
at night coz I just woke up at 6pm... My god...
What's this man???

Anyway...
Had really been thinking of should I continue in
this stupid industry or not...
Should I go travel in Sep but not to let dear dear
know yet...
What should I work as if I've resigned from this industry...
It's all making me super vexed and flared up...

Haiz...
Don't think so much first ba...
Gotta get some rest first coz I want to get up early
later but am now super hungry de...
Argh... What to do???
Oppps... Forgot to charge my cam coz dear dear is
bringing me to dog farm later...

Blogged By Sabrina


Tuesday, July 20, 2010
What's Wrong

I'm wondering what's wrong with me...
These few days am not myself was like
wondering off very often...

Hmmm...
Think all these happens bcoz of the incident
that had happened a few days ago on the 14 Jul
night just after Joseph, the new dealer friend
I've made last Friday... I'm really shocked and
got scared by him...

He confessed that he liked me and had forced to hug
me super tightly that I couldn't pushed him away...
My god... What's the worst part was he tried to kiss
me and lick my ears... What the hack is this man...
He really make my life miserable working at MBS coz
I gotta try to avoid seeing him all the time sia...
It's so difficult...

I don't know... I really hope to befriend with him but
end up everything got so sour and turns very bad...
And everything seems like outta control and the main
thing I'm thinking about is to faster leave the company
for my own good... I think...

Dear dear got so flare up with him that he wanted his phone
to call him up to scold him or ask him out so that he can
bash him up... I didn't give dear dear his number coz I
don't want end up dear dear got caught... Now the only thing
dear dear is hoping is also to wait for my bond ends so
that I can leave the place at once...

Hai...
I'm so lost right now... Plus my probation has already been
confirmed and the comments were good. Everything written for
me was super good de lor... Like I don't think that I'm that
good sia... Anyway... Kor kor, Yap and Yan has ask me if I got
promoted will I still leave? My answer is if I got a higher pay
maybe nope... Hai...

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Work

Hmmm...
2 days of off days is ending
within less than 2 hours...
And after that, it will be working days
again and what's worst? i'm gonna work
10 days straight before my next off...

Oh ya...
By the way...
Recently had get to know this guy, Joseph.
Not a bad guy I think but was really a weird one.
Anyway... I think it's not only him that behaving
quite weird coz there's another one too. haha...
It's really casino sia, where you can see all sorts
of weird people...

Argh...
Am wondering and trying to arrange my annual leave
and the public day off-in-lieu...
Wanted to take the leave on my birthday and day to
take portfolio coz I've decided to take portfolio as
a present for myself... Hehe...
Now I start to wonder what will dear dear buy for me.
And most of all how will he celebrate for me... Hmmm...

Am super crazy about Farmville on iPhone recently...
Coz finally it's on iPhone... Gosh... Played like crazy,
before work, after work, before sleep, after awake...
haha...

Blogged By Sabrina


Tuesday, July 13, 2010
High duty

Finally high duty is pay to us...
But... The amount for my high duty
Is wrong... What is this? Always
Count my high duty wrongly...
Gonna turn crazy soon...
They make us feel like as if we are
Very greedy coz every month I gonna
Go ask and check for the amount, if not
Tally, gonna ask for the correct amount
To be return back to us...

Hmmm... And it's also the first month ever
That I was pulled out to do high duty quite
Often. I do hope this could continue coz if
Not I'm gonna eat grass every month already.

Oh ya...
Had went to skypark yesterday with you you,
Nothing much to see up there and it's not as
Nice and beautiful as I thought it would be...
So people out there, if you are planning to go,
Maybe you can consider a 'no' unless you want to see scenery ... Haha... Coz why waste the money?

Blogged By Sabrina


Monday, July 5, 2010
Long Weekend

I finally got a Sat and Sun rest...
So happy...
But that's only due to Sat I'm on MC
coz of my stupid sensitive nose...
So irritating...

Super happy to stick with Dear dear
during weekends especially Sun coz he
don't have to work on Sun too...

He brought me go Bugis to shop shop and
the 2nd hand flea market to look look see see...
Quite interesting but the things there look
super old de...

Anyway...
I just hope that I can have more of Sunday
off coming in so that I can spend it with
dear dear...

Hmmm...
Pay for last month has come in already...
Am damn super disappointed with the company...
and will be resigning in Oct ba... I guess...
Not sure yet...
No DI allowance for us, which make us feel that
no matter how hard we work, it's not worth it...
What's more everybody always fall sick every month
and had made our body system like shit...

Shift given sucks too...
Don't even know how they change and arrange it...
Like we are robots don't have to sleep sia... So sian...

Anyway...
Forget about all these stupid things ba...
Just keep quiet and see what they will do next...
Oh ya...
Had finally went to do hair treatment today...
Hair is feeling super soft, like it very much...
Think next month or the month after next will be
going for the 2nd treatment, so that I can maintain
the softness of the hair...

Blogged By Sabrina