Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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Thursday, December 31, 2009
My 2009 reviews

Hmmm...
2009...
What have really do???
Am thinking really really hard...

It's like this year had pass
Very very fast...
I don't even know
What have I do this year.

Emmm...
But at least I know,
I really do learn alot this year.
And gain quite a number of
Experience...

I've work at Turf Club,
NTUC Media, giving tuition
And back to working at
Stickerstamp...

Think I really do have
A very fruitful year...
I've known alot of friends.

Hope that I could carry on
With getting more experience
And knowing more friends.

2010...
New year, new goal...
Most importantly...
Start work at MBS...
Jia You!!!

Blogged By Sabrina


So occupied

Had been really very busy
For the past few days...
Work everyday...
Good sales was made...
Feeling very tired...

Am on leave for 4 days
Last week due to
Maomao sec sch registry
Christmas gathering...
Have been enjoying life...

Was attached on Christmas
Wasn't really well prepared
For the relationship but
Was willing to give it a try...
Who knows...
It might turn out to be good...

Emm...
Had went to sis veron's house on Christmas for gathering and
Drinking too...
Had know more ICG friends
Was really nice...
Cos I can also gather more
Info and updates about our job.

Had a small family gathering
On Christmas eve...
But no much people came...
Had saw Jian Zhou's army look.
Actually was weird to see him...
Haha...

Anyway...
Had given him a pair of pens
For his 21 birthday...
Think he quite like it...

Ladyboss really will bring us
To genting next month...
But we will go in batches...
So Terence and I will go on the
30 Jan and come back on
The 1 Feb...

-_-'''
Don't feel like going...
Cos I will be going to genting
Again during Chinese New Year
12 Feb to 15 Feb...
It's like just came back from
Genting then after another 11 days I need to go again...

Think I should build a home
There better...
Haha...

These few days sales was
Really good...
Everyday we can actually earn
More than $600...
Hope these good sales
Can last for quite some time...
Jia you...

Blogged By Sabrina


Thursday, December 24, 2009
It's X'mas...

Has been a few weeks that
I've done blogging cos...
I'm now fully occupied with work...

It's all thanks to Eileen Pek
from Stickerstamps Pte Ltd.
If it wasn't for her, think I'm
still staying home and rot...
haha...

I now got a goal from helping her
and was targeting to hit $18000
for this month...
And in return,
she will bring my team to go
Genting in January...
[Though, I admit that I wasn't keen
in going Genting but my team mates was very keen.]

Anyway...
It's already a month that I've haven
been seeing Vincent already...
But he still did give me a call everyday...
He had told me that his girl has been
looking up and checking on him very tightly
this whole month...

And who knows???
Maybe he's just finding an excuse
for not seeing me...
No matter...
It wasn't a very big deal for me now...
I'm just getting numb in waiting for his call...
Think I really started to learn how to let go...
and to me... I finally understand the meaning of
"You should learn to let go, if you really love that person."

Haha...
Something very interesting happened last monday...
That's there's this guy from Stickerstamp called me...
actually he wanted to help his friends asked me about
the casino job thingy...
but the pro is when he called, was sort of disturbing
cos his calls was like one of those plank calls,
and end up, my whole family members except for
the two boys, answered his call...

Not very understanding on why he has called me
everyday after that very first call...
What's more funny was, he's actually
Stickerstamps deliveryman and
he looks really like Eileen Pek.
Yes.... No mistake... It' EILEEN PEK...
and if you've guessed correctly...
Yup... He's Eileen's nephew...

Last Sat, I've worked till 11pm...
It's very late and busy that day...
I was actually told that I could go off @ 10pm
cos eileen says that she will come to take over
but end up. she say that she's too busy
and she can't make it... Therefore, I worked till
very late... Tired sia...
But lucky was... there's someone drive me home...
And that's Bernerd, Eileen's nephew...
So thankful to him...
If not, I guess I will reach home like 12 plus...
Really a nice guy...

And for the last two days, Yan and I had bake
some cookies to give our friends...
I've gave it to Eileen, Small Eileen,
Terence, Bernard and You You...
Wonder what do they think of it...

By the way...
Today I've got very shocking news...
And that's... I just know that
Sis Xiu Mei and Yue Qiu Gu Gu did
subscribe Lifestyle...
So Pai say...
Haha....
Anyway...
I've gotten the magazine
from my ex-colleague @NTUC Media
about my article...
And yup... I was on the two magazine...
Just that the Chinese magazine, 生活
doesn't have my pic but the eng have...
Thanks Ambiga and Huei Hong for the magazine...

Blogged By Sabrina


Thursday, December 3, 2009
Despair

Feeling so despair...
It's like there's nothing
in the world can brighten me.
Everything seems to be in darkness.

I've lost of hope...
Really can't sleep at night.
Darkness looks scary to me.
What am I going to do?

Crying at night seems to be
a part of my daily routine...
Lonely seems to cover all
around me...

I've started to lock myself
in the darkest corner
of my heart...
I 'm just too scare to face
everything...

I hate all the things
that had happened recently.
I hate to be alone...

Blogged By Sabrina


Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Getting Inbalance

Think I'm getting inbalance
these few weeks...
What the ....

I started to hate couples
standing around me hugging,
kissing or whatever shit thing
they are doing together...
I feel that it's digusting, really.

Man...
What had actually happen to me?
I now started to hate guys...
and I especially hate Malaysian,
which this kinda of thing had never
happened to me before...

Perhaps it's becoz...
Recently two relationships that
I've got ba...
All of them just have something
to do with Malaysian girls.

Shit...
Why is it that all this just happen?
I really feel so miserable and
got no strength to even
open up my heart.

I wanted to make everything
back to normal...
But...

Boy...
I really miss you...
and what about you?

Blogged By Sabrina


Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Working

Have been working
For this two weeks...
Not only to get rid of
My time and earn money,
But also to keep me busy
So that I won't think of him...

Starting from yesterday,
I've been learning to
Make on spot stamps
And to recap printing stickers.

Everything seems quite easy...
But the only thing now is
To get use of doing it fast.

However...
I thought I could use working
To numb my feelings...
But guess I can't...
Coz I really miss him...
And what bout him???

NO!!!
It's a very big 'NO'
Flying everywhere I go...
Hai... What a miserable day?

Blogged By Sabrina