Thursday, October 29, 2009
Lonely Nights
Nights were
Very lonely to me
Ever since
Last Tuesday night.
It was all begin
With him...
It's like he just told
Me that I've called the
Wrong number then
Just hang up the phone
The next moment...
The next day,
He just called and
Was like telling me off.
I'm so disappointed.
But... He wasn't in wrong.
I was at fault, this is what
I've been telling myself.
I shouldn't have called
But I'm just getting excited
To go out with him,
And hope to know more,
So I just called...
I was so angry with him,
That the next day,
He called in the morning,
I just tell him that I'm busy
Preparing for the interview
And will call him later.
Who knows...
It's like the call was made
After my interviews...
Actually I wanted to know
Where shall we meet
But end up,
he cancel everything.
He made me so sad
that I've almost
Cried in the public...
I was so lost...
I really don't know what
To do...
So end up...
I called everywhere...
Looking for people
Who can keep
me accompanied.
And I was lucky enough
To find my uncle and sis...
And on Friday,
We finally met up
To catch a movie
At vivocity, the tsunami.
That day...
I really don't know
How to face him,
And he was like just
simply Ignore me and
make his phone calls.
It's the first time,
I ever feel so lonely
With him...
After that day...
He hasn't been calling me
Until I take the first move.
I felt thrown away...
I felt lonely...
I felt like crying everynight.
It's been a week that
I can't get to sleep...
I felt so scare,
Neglected, thrown away
And very lonely...
My heart's crying,
Hurting everynight.
I really don't know what
To do...
I felt sad and lonely...
Especially at night...
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