Saturday, November 28, 2009
Emptiness
I feel so empty...
I don't know what
Should I do...
Smiling was fake,
Happiness seems lost.
I've got nowhere to go,
Nothing to do...
No goals
No aims
I can't sleep every night..
Crying every night...
Sadness filled every corner
Of my heart...
I feel so hurt...
Think I'm really hurt
By Vincent this time...
And it's really badly...
What should I do now?
I really feel very empty...
Blogged By Sabrina
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Long Walk
Had wake up early today.
Coz Mama, papa, mc & I,
has met Xiao yi, Jordan & Joell
to go for a long bridge walk starting
from Hortpark to Vivo...
Was lucky that it's didn't rain today.
But it was indeed a very tiring day
coz we had walk for more than 2-3 hrs.
Had took some pics in Hortpark too...
It's really fun...
might be going for the walk again
real real soon...
Blogged By Sabrina
Friday, November 20, 2009
How's Everyone???
Hi...
Had been working for the past
two days @ Yio Chu Kang CC
but it's under NTUC Media.
Coz Jolynn asked me to work...
Was two good but very warm day...
Got very sticky and bak gua smell all over
due to bak gua booth was beside us...
Had quite good sales for me...
As a first time magazine sales promoter,
Think I've got good grades... haha...
Enjoy was the main thing for me...
Anyway...
I've got two good and tired day...
However...
Was also the two saddest days in life...
Am I wrong or what?
Is he avoiding me or what?
He refuses to go out with me already...
It makes me hurt when he says that
going out with me needs to spend money...
Everything was just out of control so suddenly.
And it makes me so feel like escaping.
Very funny right?
Think everything has changed...
Just like what we always know...
World, Human, Things, Environment
was always changing every sec...
Think he is also...
Sad...
Hai...
Forget about him asap ba...
I gotta get better before casino opens...
So I won't be disturb by useless things...
Okay...
Talk about an interesting thing...
Yan and I went for Eyelashes Extension class.
Was quite fun... and very funny...
Coz yan was funny in class....
especially while doing practical...
She's very excited when applying mascara...
but very disappointed when sticking fake eyelashes.
For me...
It's totally opposite...
I only know how to stick eyelashes BUT
Mascara... NO!!!
Sad sia... Coz I'm scare and worry that mascara
will go in to my eye... haha...
But I will learn how to apply before I start training.
So Jia You !!!
Blogged By Sabrina
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Waiting...
I've been waiting
for his call this whole day.
But sad to say,
I've receive only a
not more than a min or two
of his call in the evening.
Don't know why,
I started to hate
the feeling of waiting.
It makes me inpatient,
everytime I need to wait,
even to friends too...
I use to be very patient
in waiting for anyone.
But after Xi, after him,
I can't control myself
from being lost of patient.
I wanted to try
to overcome myself,
stop myself to lost patient.
I wanted some changes in life.
But i don't know what change
should I make first.
I thought I could be a very
understanding person forever.
But sometimes things around us,
could make us change alot...
I don't know since when,
I started to stop being
a very understanding person.
I don't want to think for others,
and I'm being very selfish...
That's not me, I thought...
Hai... Why? The things that happen
in between this two years had made
me change so much...
Waiting is what I've always being doing...
And who will be right there waiting for me?
Blogged By Sabrina
Friday, November 13, 2009
Movie review
Had went to watch
A movie with Vin
At Cineleisure.
Title, 2012...
After watching,
I've this feeling of
What if the world really
Turn out to be like
What had happened
In the movie?
What we gotta do?
What kind of feeling do we have?
What will I really miss?
How are we going to face the
After world if we still survive?
There's so many how, why & what...
I've asked myself do I ever regret?
Until I saw this chinese show at home.
It goes like this,
Never to regret what have we done,
Everything we had do has it's reason.
Even if we had regreted, just remember
What wrong we've did, amend it and
Don't let the same thing happen again.
I really like this whole sentence.
And I really hope people who had
Read my blog do understand.
And it's also that I must
Know that what we have now,
Won't last forever...
They do have an expiry date.
We must precious what we have now.
Don't think too much of future,
Bcoz we are all still living in the present.
Precious our love ones, friends, family
And whatever we've got...
Blogged By Sabrina
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Finally
I've finally met up
with Vin last night...
Was like very missing
The days we use to
Spend together...
He brought me to
Geylang to eat
豆花油条...
It's really delicious.
And in the middle
Of the night, we
Went to eat roti prata
And drank teh tarik...
Was relaxing...
But the best part I like
Was when he carry me
On his back...
So enjoy that very moment...
It seems that I don't even
Remember when was the last time
He carried me already.
And I've also finally,
Make him tell me and
Show me the proof about
His age...
Was like I finally got a relief
Sort of feeling...
However, he was quite started to
Get distance from me as he was
Afraid that he might be too old
For me already...
He never got the guts
To tell me bout his age
Coz he was scare that
Age gap was the thing
That will block us...
It's like very silly to
Even think of this...
But I really understand
Why he'll have this feeling.
But anyway...
There's no big deal...
What's more...
Think I saw a channel 5
Actor at geylang last night.
The malay who has acted as
Police in police and thief...
Haha... Happy sia...
Blogged By Sabrina
