Sunday, November 15, 2009
Waiting...
I've been waiting
for his call this whole day.
But sad to say,
I've receive only a
not more than a min or two
of his call in the evening.
Don't know why,
I started to hate
the feeling of waiting.
It makes me inpatient,
everytime I need to wait,
even to friends too...
I use to be very patient
in waiting for anyone.
But after Xi, after him,
I can't control myself
from being lost of patient.
I wanted to try
to overcome myself,
stop myself to lost patient.
I wanted some changes in life.
But i don't know what change
should I make first.
I thought I could be a very
understanding person forever.
But sometimes things around us,
could make us change alot...
I don't know since when,
I started to stop being
a very understanding person.
I don't want to think for others,
and I'm being very selfish...
That's not me, I thought...
Hai... Why? The things that happen
in between this two years had made
me change so much...
Waiting is what I've always being doing...
And who will be right there waiting for me?
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