Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Simulation
Had simulation today...
Really am very tired,
nervous and also sian...
Rehearsal since monday
so that we won't do alot
of mistake for today's
actual simulation...
For the past two days,
I'm super nervous and
that I've done alot of
mistakes... Gosh...
So super pai say lor...
But lucky for me today
was I didn't really do alot
of mistakes...
Coz even if I've prepared
the wrong payment in the
working area, at least I've
checked before I've pass out...
Haha...
Emm...
Overall, I felt that I'm doing
great today and had really
enjoy dealing...
Good experience,
Great exposure,
Good learning ground...
However...
There's something which
make me super angry...
And that's our group
rotten egg, who we call Dino...
Really out of the way,
and way too much...
Super brainless idiot...
Keep giving us problems...
It's like lucky we are alert
enough to solve the problems
if not... I really don't know
what will happen...
Super childish mindset...
Never ever think if he
got problem that make all
of us pissed off...
Still dare to tell others that
he will did everything he can
to make our group that are
acting as dealer all down...
Hmmm...
He wants us dead???
We shall see who will be the
dead meat first...
If we can't pass the simulation
today, meaning no license to
open the casino in time = can't
start working in the casino for
all of us = delaying = he can't get
the job too...
See the outcome???
Stupid brainless idiot...
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Monday, March 29, 2010
Surprise
Had went out with dear dear
and his friends for dinner on
Saturday night...
Surprisingly...
I started to talk more to his
friend and they had recommend
me to some of the popular and
nice food @ Old Changi Food Court
which is near to my training ground.
But this was not the most surprise
thing I've got...
The main surprise was Dear dear
give me on Sunday afternoon
which is after my training...
He actually told me that he's not
free to bring me to Bottletree Park.
But we will go to Vivo City to shop.
But end up, when he come and fetch
me after I went to see the Doctor,
he told me that he's bringing me to
Bottletree Park...
I'm so super excited lor...
But I didn't really take alot of pics
coz there isn't much things to take...
But I did take the most important
thing and that's the Bottletree...
Haha...
Thanks dear dear for taking me
there and give me this surprise...
Am so happy and love you loads loads...
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Gathering
26 Mar 10, Wed
Had a small gathering with
my secondary school friends...
Am quite late for the gathering
coz I'm too tired to wake up
from my after work nap...
We met @ JP's Ajisen for dinner,
and there was 9 of them there...
It includes Yiling, Qiu Hui, Yewen,
Karen, Yu Tian, Pei Ting,
Meng Choo, Mun Fong, Eileen...
Sin Yee had meet us after dinner
and they had went for the 2nd
session which is the K Box...
How I hope to go...
But too bad, I've gotta work....
Dear dear drove me back after
the gathering...
Haha... So nice...
Actually, am quite angry with
dear dear the previous night
coz he said something which
made me angry...
So...
I've tried to ignore him and
his call that whole afternoon
till evening...
Hehe...
Am so touch when he actually
scolded me for not calling him
to let him know if I'm safe...
He's actually worried about me...
感动。。。
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
Plans
After thinking for so long
since the beginning of the
year, I think I can start
updating my wishlist for
2010...
Here goes:
1. Polariod Camera
2. New Umbrella
3. Wallet
4. Bag
5. More nice clothes
6. Obtain Driving License
Next will be my goals for
2010...
It's:
- do the very best in my career
- aim for higher prospect
- earn more $$$
- save loads $$$
- buy a car [Honda Fit]
Hmmm... Don't know still
got what...
Will update again ^o^
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Fate?
Is this fate or what???
I use to only have Vincent
in my heart but now I no
longer like him but being
pissed off by him...
Though I can't say our
relationship was an official
coz I was like a mistress
to him...
But it's like real to me at
that period of time...
However...
I'm thinking now that he's
actually making use of me
at that time...
Like borrowing money from me...
Now, recently...
I've tried to chase my money
back and I found that it's hard
coz he actually told me that he
was really tight and someone
ran away $20000 from him,
and he actually had borrowed
money from loanshark to pay
his debts. [he's a bookie...]
It was now I feel so relieve
that lucky I'm not together
with him...
Or else... I will be suffering
from his debts and so on...
Blame me for way too realistic
or too cruel ba...
Coz as a female...
I think we need to secure
ourselves than to be ruin by
others...
To me...
My world now apart from my
career...
That will be my dear dear...
He's the only person I hope to
rely on... I hope he thinks the
same way too...
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Cough
Back again with cough this time...
So sian...
It's like I'm gonna have to pay
medical and visit the clinic
every month...
Gonna get broke very fast...
Anyway...
Had went out with the gang
after work today for a movie...
Seriously, the movie was really
nice, funny but to vulgur...
[Hope I spelt correctly...]
After that...
we went for a short shopping then
to this nice, cool and yet relaxing place
for drink and meal...
Quite enjoying life here huh...
Haha...
But think dear dear wasn't
happy about the idea of me
going out today cos I'm not feeling
very well due to my cough...
Think it's getting serious that
after coughing I will feel very dizzy...
Hmmm... really gonna see doctor
tml aready... Coz I'm afraid my
lungs will get inflammed again as
I've already feel the pain inside...
My health really was P.O.S sia
[P.O.S = Piece Of Shit] Haha...
Don't know when then I can
don't have to get sick and lead a
healthy body doing everything I
want sia...
So sian...
Hmmm...
Nevermind about it first...
Haha...
Really loves dear dear lot lot...
Coz he allow me to play games
at this point of time...
So good...
Can't wait to see him tml...
emmm...
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Friday, March 19, 2010
Enjoying
Had went out yesterday
after training with Yiling...
Had bought few things like
my make up things and
her bdae present...
Had actually saw Meng Choo
while we are eating @KFC...
Was actually great coz can shop
with the secondary school friends
in which it makes me miss my
school life @ Shuqun...
Hope 26 gathering will be super
fun and exciting...
Am going to bring camera to
take loads of pictures but
unfortunately I can't stay out too
late coz the next day I still got training.
T_T
Am now @ dear dear's house
enjoying life...
Have got KOI's chocolate milk tea...
&
Cheezel, soft bread and potatoe chips
for me to choose to eat...
Air-con to keep me cool and lappy
for me to play...
What a good life here...
But bored was...
I got to wait for dear dear to
come home...
so boring...
Hope dear dear comes back early...
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Celebrating
15 Mar
Had went out after training
to celebrate Kesper's Bdae...
We went to Kallang Leisure Park
to play ice skating...
Then to Rangoon Rd
to have Yu Tou Ru and some other
dishes...
Man...
It's my first time to play ice skate...
and it's absolutely scary sia...
Hate to play coz I scare of falling down...
It hurts sia...
Swear not to play that anymore...
Make my muscle aches now...
Dinner was magnificent and satisfying...
Yu Tou Ru taste great...
I like the xian yu chao zhu rou sia...
that's really great and tasty...
Hope to eat that again...
After that...
I went home early but the rest went
to another place for other event...
haha...
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Life
14 Mar...
Was actually a very nice &
happy day...
It was Kesper's Birthday,
suppose to go Bottle Tree Park
with dear dear then have a
nice and great dinner...
End up...
It doesn't turn out very good...
I ended up sleeping till evening
and didn't go to Bottle Tree Park
But going to hospital with dear dear
coz his uncle was admitted to
hospital due to his illness was critical.
In the hospital...
His uncle was in serious pain
coz he kept rolling on the bed...
after an hour later...
went in to look @ him the second time
end up he looks like he's feeling good
and was recovering soon...
Which I was abit shock and scare...
Well...
Aunt Eileen call dear dear to drive
me home first coz they don't think
there's anything could happen...
But... Who knows...
It was like 15mins later...
dear dear receive calls from his
nephew and mummy...
First saying that his uncle faint
then next he has gone...
Hmmm...
Gosh... It's like I'm in between the
life and the death rope...
Morning was celebrating friend's birthday
Night sending someone away...
So sad...
Life was just a line...
It's neither long nor short...
Think it's just how you spend it...
Happy or Sad...
Meaningful or Not...
Exciting or Just peace...
Think I've gotta plan what should
I do in my life...
How should I spend...
Haiz...
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Heaven
Am @ dear dear's house now...
It's like heaven here...
I could do whatever I wanted to
everyday after my training ended...
What a great life I have here...
It feels so great to be with dear...
He cuddles me to sleep every night...
Cooks dinner for me as I don't
really knows how to cook BUT
I'm trying hard to learn...
With dear dear around, I can
never need to worry about anything...
No matter it's cleaning or washing...
Feels bad about it...
Coz I'm like total useless here...
And I'm trying hard to help him
in other things...
But what else can I do???
Lao Gong gave me a suggestion
that night we met...
She told me that since dear was
renting a room to stay...
It's must well I move out, rent
a house and stay with dear outside...
And it's like I'm really taking it into
consideration...
Hmmm....
Lao Gong's getting married very soon
It's like they actually plan to marry
this year 10 oct coz it's very meaningful
to my lao gong as it prononuced as her
name... So sweet...
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Sunday, March 7, 2010
Home
Staying home sucks man...
Like I owe the whole family
Money...
Mum always ask for money,
Then will say it's dad asking...
Don't even know it's true or not.
She say,
我不是要讨，可是你最好是应该要给我们。
Then isn't it, 应该要给 = 讨???
Then what's the point of keep on
Nagging???
Hate her always drag dear down
When arguing with me...
Always say those no logic things
And she will never listen and
Digest a single thing I've said...
She had never care about me,
Care about my health, my career...
All she care was the money I've
Earn and when will I get my pay...
Who am I to this family???
A bed rental girl or what???
Guess I don't even fit into that
Category...
What should I do now???
I don't even have the power,
The money to rent a house
Or rather a room to stay yet...
I can't go to dear dear place forever.
What if one day he wants to
Break up???
I'm so lost...
And I really don't know what to
Do right now...
Think I know why ppl always ask
Me why am I so quiet and not talk...
Reason: I don't have the space or
The power to say anything...
Coz no one will really listen... [I guess]
It's hard for me to be an outgoing
Person already I think...
It's not like a day or two that I've kept
Everything in heart...
But was 23 years...
Think that's heart problem I've got
Occasionally was coz by this too...
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Cooking
Had cooked rice and Bak Gu Teh
@ dear's house yesterday...
Before that...
had went to Parkway Giant with
Cara to buy some spice and meat...
Meat sold there was difinitely very ex...
It's like killing ppl without seeing
any blood...
So exciting to have cook for dear dear...
Coz it's my first time to cook rice
and soup on my own without any ppl's
guidience...
In the end...
I've successfully cooked the rice
which is exactly the same as
how mama cooked...
And the soup taste just right that i
want it to be...
Emmm...
Nice...
Dear dear came home to fried egg
and hotdogs as side dishes cos I
don't like to do frying due to very oily...
haha...
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...
Had went to dear's house since
Thursday afternoon to help him
wait for someone to come and take
a look at the house as the owner of
the house was selling it away...
Hmmm...
Guess it's either I'm too tired OR
I'm too bored that I've actually
fall asleep after eating potatoe chips,
chocolate and a cup of blackberry wine...
So...
The next day, I've tried to be a little
smart by meeting yan @ Ion for small
shoppping...
Unfortunately, I've accidentally
knock off while waiting for the time to
reach and I'm late for 45 mins... haha...
End up...
Lucky there's not much things that
interest me to buy coz it's way too ex...
So we went to Sakae for dinner...
and bought a froggie for maomao...
Devil tiger outside one of the store... Cute?!
Froggie mouse... maomao really like it
but it's not available in the stores...
Look... that's what we eat...
Maomao's froggie...
It's waiting for the train to go home...
Cheeze...
Small leggie... Whahaha...
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Memories
Had our last training with
Ronan, Romina and Merry
on 28 Feb [Sun]...
and our very last game
with them was the
Money Wheel...
Am so miss them...
Yesterday....
We have gathering for the
whole class including the trainers
@ Ben's house...
Was so fun there...
Especially when Kong Long [Keith] left...
It was full with laughter
and everyone was enjoying...
It's really an unforgetable day
especially to Won coz
he's been thrown into the pool...
haha....
Felt pai say when we are
saying that if I don't like
a person, I won't talk to him/her...
And at that moment...
Ronan asked is it I dislike him
that's why I don't talk to him...
Haha...
Actually it's not that case...
Ronan had a pair of talking eyes
and that's why I don't dare to talk
to him...
After BBQ...
Kesper, Raeanne, Cara, Edward,
Won, Johnathan, Eugene, Kelis,
Jess, Ben, Desmond and I
went to Kovan to play bowling....
Was super fun but super tired too...
Reach home late also... haha...
But guess it's alright when the
next day was an off day...
Hmmm...
Really looking forward to our next
outing that also includes the trainers...
Tml gonna start a new week of work,
am so not looking forward to see the
new trainer Chris...
Sianz...
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