Thursday, March 25, 2010
Fate?
Is this fate or what???
I use to only have Vincent
in my heart but now I no
longer like him but being
pissed off by him...
Though I can't say our
relationship was an official
coz I was like a mistress
to him...
But it's like real to me at
that period of time...
However...
I'm thinking now that he's
actually making use of me
at that time...
Like borrowing money from me...
Now, recently...
I've tried to chase my money
back and I found that it's hard
coz he actually told me that he
was really tight and someone
ran away $20000 from him,
and he actually had borrowed
money from loanshark to pay
his debts. [he's a bookie...]
It was now I feel so relieve
that lucky I'm not together
with him...
Or else... I will be suffering
from his debts and so on...
Blame me for way too realistic
or too cruel ba...
Coz as a female...
I think we need to secure
ourselves than to be ruin by
others...
To me...
My world now apart from my
career...
That will be my dear dear...
He's the only person I hope to
rely on... I hope he thinks the
same way too...
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