Sunday, March 7, 2010
Home
Staying home sucks man...
Like I owe the whole family
Money...
Mum always ask for money,
Then will say it's dad asking...
Don't even know it's true or not.
She say,
我不是要讨，可是你最好是应该要给我们。
Then isn't it, 应该要给 = 讨???
Then what's the point of keep on
Nagging???
Hate her always drag dear down
When arguing with me...
Always say those no logic things
And she will never listen and
Digest a single thing I've said...
She had never care about me,
Care about my health, my career...
All she care was the money I've
Earn and when will I get my pay...
Who am I to this family???
A bed rental girl or what???
Guess I don't even fit into that
Category...
What should I do now???
I don't even have the power,
The money to rent a house
Or rather a room to stay yet...
I can't go to dear dear place forever.
What if one day he wants to
Break up???
I'm so lost...
And I really don't know what to
Do right now...
Think I know why ppl always ask
Me why am I so quiet and not talk...
Reason: I don't have the space or
The power to say anything...
Coz no one will really listen... [I guess]
It's hard for me to be an outgoing
Person already I think...
It's not like a day or two that I've kept
Everything in heart...
But was 23 years...
Think that's heart problem I've got
Occasionally was coz by this too...
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