Thursday, June 17, 2010
Love?!
These few days I'm feeling quite unsecure de
and the worst part is I don't even know why...
It's like dear dear suddenly had alot of mood
swing and he's so busy with work that he was
like neglecting me quite alot...
I'm feeling sad and had cried that very night
after he fetch me from Won's uncle's pub...
I don't know why that I got this feeling that
he feels that I'm quite troublesome to him
and is really too stick to him that he don't
even have his own time and enough space...
Am I really thinking too much or what???
But this feeling is really so strong that I feel
really uncomfortable. I really don't know what
he likes and what he don't likes....
He gave me and feeling that I should be more
mature and independent though I know I'm not
that independent at all... Coz I just really need
a shoulder for me to rest on when I'm feeling tired
or down...
Haiz....
So envy Won's girlfriend coz she got a really nice,
romantic and loving boy...
Won has finally ask her to marry him on last Sat,
her birthday and before she left Singapore for holiday.
So touching... How I wish I can also have that kind of
romance too...
Am I getting old? Or Asking for too much?
Recently had saw alot of my friends no matter is it,
same age, younger than me or older than me...
Had getting married, pregnant or having kids around
had made me so envy that they had settled down and
have a home for themselves...
And I'm wondering when will I be the next one...
And is he the one? Haiz.... What had happen to me?
Argh!!!
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