Umm.. Sorry, Do I know you ?
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Depressed

I feel so absolutely depressed today.
After 3 days of no training
due to MCs and off day,
I find that my skills in dealing
turned rusty and calculations
sucks...

I shouldn't have fall sick @
this critical moment...
Hai....

Another thing that has made me
feel very depressed was I think
I've left out by my team members.
It's like I've been missing some
happening things for the past 3 days.
I felt so left out sia....
Hai...

Don't know why I suddenly
feel like I can't catch up...
It's like my confident has all
been smashed... So sad....
Though my passion was still there,
but I just don't have the confident.
Neither it's in my calcutions, pushing
out payments, identify no. layout nor
spinning the ball...
It's all like shit lor...
really bad.... T_T

I hope to find my confident back asap...
I hope to deal the game confidently.
I hope that I can improve on everything.
I hope to get back the feel of dealing the games.

Blogged By Sabrina